urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brick_house you liar you liar 2006-07-29T22:20:51Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brick_house:71806 2006-07-29T22:20:51Z 2006-07-29T22:20:51Z the darkness-----love is only a feeling goodbye <span class='ljuser ljuser-name_brick_house' lj:user='brick_house' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://brick-house.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://brick-house.livejournal.com/'><b>brick_house</b></a></span><br />hello <span class='ljuser ljuser-name_prozachew' lj:user='prozachew' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://prozachew.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://prozachew.livejournal.com/'><b>prozachew</b></a></span> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brick_house:69426 2006-05-09T04:29:58Z 2006-05-10T20:46:16Z ray lamontagne-------forever my friend <center><img src="http://static.flickr.com/48/143059949_9f6be39b70.jpg" style="border: 8pt solid"></center><br /><center><img src="http://static.flickr.com/54/143060934_3f73fd01b4.jpg" style="border: 8pt solid"></center><br /><center><img src="http://static.flickr.com/47/143059947_2f9150cda7.jpg" style="border: 8pt solid"></center><br /><br />i dont want to throw this party on saturday<br />ya know that part in x-men 2 when the bad guy says his wife went through her head with a power drill to get the bad thoughts out?<br />lucky urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brick_house:68907 2006-04-26T20:00:34Z 2006-04-27T15:59:51Z daddy yankee-----rompe <center><img src="http://static.flickr.com/51/135498693_71a0953ef2_m.jpg" style="border: 8pt solid"><img src="http://static.flickr.com/55/135498689_7446b2d57f_m.jpg" style="border: 8pt solid"></center><br />i think i hit the record for the most utterances of "crap" in 45 minutes. i havent woken up that late in a while. curse you pillows, sheets and quilts! curses.<br />one more thing: i dont really know how im going to get from place to place for the next week since my tank is empty and ive got <s>$7</s> $3. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brick_house:68614 2006-04-19T01:24:11Z 2006-04-19T02:30:54Z grandaddy----AM180 <center><img src="http://static.flickr.com/44/131086406_9c2c3c76df.jpg" style="border: 10pt solid"><img src="http://static.flickr.com/49/131089119_3ce8acfb1f.jpg" style="border: 10pt solid"><br /><img src="http://static.flickr.com/55/131090072_e32183f26e_o.jpg" style="border: 10pt solid"><img src="http://static.flickr.com/56/131083251_0c32ae98f3.jpg" style="border: 10pt solid"></center><br /><br />last weekend we looked like touristy tourists in chicago. ill log friday away but saturday....ehh....ill have to make that day up another time.<br />the vice prez called today. so would you miss me if i moved to arkansas? haha i guess it doesnt matter to most since i havent laid eyes on you for either months or years. maryland....arkansas....same difference. a new state will help me figure out what kind of stupidity is the norm for me. all the women here complain about a lack of men. honestly, right now (after having been rejected) id rather have a truffle and new pair of black skinny jeans. call me crazy. <br />anyways, arkansas is known for its forest mountain trails, waterfalls, tour caverns....and racism. sweet. my campaign against affirmative action will gain a few points. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brick_house:68137 2006-04-05T17:35:32Z 2006-04-19T02:39:10Z babyshambles the sa-weet thing about changing my major is that it makes me sound smarter.<br /><br /><center>RADIOLOGIST = ROCKET SCIENTIST<br />they sound quite similar eh?</center><br />plus...no more organic chemistry. suck on that.<br /><br />i officially gave up (american) chinese food. on sunday i took sheala, quentin and julius down to the dragon buffet cause no one had any gas. i really didnt want to go but i figured "free food". it was gross and everything tasted like sweet and sour chicken. what is with you people and sweet and sour chicken? <br />the point is: once you have really good thai food you just cant eat chinese. im sorry. so tonite, in honor of this momentous transitional period in my life....<br />im having curry for dinner. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brick_house:67998 2006-03-20T15:58:50Z 2006-05-07T18:41:08Z one down----ben folds did anybody watch the season finale of <i>The Boondocks</i> last nite or friday? uncle ruckus found out he was going to die in 6 months from a tumor so he has a vision of ronald reagan in heaven that tells him to preach white heaven and white jesus. that way he can be white and go to white heaven. theres this line in there that i probably wont get right but oh well, its great...<br /><center>"thats why we in the ghetto! thats why we in jail! thats why we on UPN! b/c god dont like us. you think if god wanted to change that he couldnt? hell, he turned water to wine! you think he couldnt turn UPN into CBS?!"</center><br />i wanted to call up a lotta people and be like, "are you watching this?" <br />dang season finales though. now i gotta wait a while until a new episode.<br /><br />what you didnt know...<br /><br />1) never broken a bone. maybe im incapable. i think it could be like a superpower...but im not sure because im a little freaked about testing it out. but im pretty sure that if my foot got run over by a garbage truck id walk away with a little limp (maybe a bruise) but not a crack<br /><br />2) i really <i>listen</i> to music. what i mean is sometimes i'll start a song over 5 to 20 times just so i can get the right feeling from the very beginning and get every note, every word in. five seconds in i'll start it over and then a minute later i'll do it again. seriously, if you were in my car with me you'd think im nuts<br /><br />3) i have a little hypothesis id like to test one day called "the handicapped hypothesis". basically...a person is less likely to commit a crime such as murder if they <i>arent</i> punished. think about it. why dont you park in the handicap space at kroger? one: you get fined if you do. and two: its just comman courtesy. therefore dont punish the guy for shooting the clerk at 7-11...take his kid or his wife and give them the lethal injection. you wouldnt have to do it that many times before everyone would get the point. you might get a few though who would kill the 7-11 guy just to get rid of their family. thats the problem. but thats why we need to get together and test it. who's with me?<br /><br />4) my parents fast so that they dont have to feed me<br /><br />theres more but crap on crap. i have CPR in 6 minutes. and then i have to go home and eat leftover chicken and mashed potatos i made last night. cheers. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brick_house:67768 2006-03-15T05:04:36Z 2006-05-05T02:24:34Z movie of the week...<br /><center><img src="http://static.flickr.com/50/140612280_58b70ba37d.jpg" style="border: 10pt solid"></center><br /><br /><i>28 Days Later</i>...not that scary. more like, ugghhh and eewww but not scary. shouldnt give ya nightmares if you wanna rent it. my dad just sat there for the last 20 minutes saying, "this is so violent."<br />i loved it. alot. very gritty and at some parts surprisingly feel good. i love horror movies with a theme as opposed to "bratty generic stereotypical college students taking a wrong turn at a tractor and getting tortured by a deformed psycho while on vacation". complex? i think not. it been done like 6482046021649 times.<br />anyways, not an average zombie-fest either. the people are diseased and infected buy some monkey virus and happen to eat human brain lipids. much more palatable then the typical living-dead.<br /><br />im cold. i painted today...all day. this spring break is gonna be boring like every other spring break but at least im not sitting in a lecture class listening to a 65 year old man talk about <b>VAGINAS</b>.<br />you have to capitalize that word. it forces you to say it really loud in your head.<br />ive successfully convinced my sociology professor to show <i>Crash</i> in class one day. speaking of which...how many death threats do you think id get if i went to class next week with a shirt that said <b>"Affirmative Action is Racism"</b>. maybe i should just go with <b>"A A is R"</b> and then they wont know...but i'll know and, buddy, thats enough for me. not that i believe that completely anymore but it would be funny anyways. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brick_house:67395 2006-03-05T03:13:05Z 2006-03-12T23:54:48Z [<b>mood</b>| <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v50/prozachew/sick.jpg"> sick]<br />[<b>music</b>| bloc party-----so here we are]<br /><br /><center><img src="http://static.flickr.com/51/107867569_f23691bfd0.jpg" style="border: 10pt solid"><br /><img src="http://static.flickr.com/44/107881806_5b7a997e95.jpg" style="border: 10pt solid"></center><br />im not obsessive or anything...i just have a really awesome kitten. when i pick him up he wraps both paws around my neck and dozes off. he like to watch things fall<br />theyre having a party tonite. i have the flu. its like being quarantined. all i want is a glass of ginger ale!!! maybe if i concentrate hard enough then a glass will levitate to me from the other room. <br />everyones coats are in here on the coach. oh dane cook...darn you. you give me such terrible (hilarious) ideas. "WHAT?!" haha urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brick_house:67149 2006-02-28T02:33:47Z 2006-03-26T23:33:33Z [<b>mood</b>| <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v50/prozachew/rejuvenated.jpg"> rejuvenated]<br />[<b>music</b>| ray lamontagne-------trouble]<br /><br /><img src="http://static.flickr.com/34/105548420_6e2d1c58a6.jpg" style="border: 10pt solid"><br />im spinning in the office chair with an earache. <br />me and a smirnoff performed "lose yourself" at brooke and vannessa's apartment friday. thats how we knew the weekend had come. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brick_house:66840 2006-02-10T17:53:35Z 2006-05-31T04:15:23Z my hermit crab, Herman, died last night. rest in peace buddy. enjoy crabby heaven. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brick_house:66808 2006-01-25T20:09:26Z 2006-02-04T04:04:09Z mc chris---toothpick spilff have you ever gotten to know those people who act as though they <i>used</i> to be in a mental institution but never happened to mention it? like they were hauled off somewhere when they were younger, had an operation or something, "recovered", and unleased to normal society. now you know them. fine at first. but the longer the aquaintance the more psychopathish they are. crud. i know quite a few looney tunes.<br />okay, so its fine if from the get go theyre a little freakish. thats okay because now its just "their thing". joe weirdo shmoe who everyone knows is strange but is basically excepted in all their weirdness because they<br />a)admitted to it<br />b)look funny anyway<br />c)are retarded<br />we like those people. we have to have odd friends. or at least people we invite to parties cuz they "mean well", are "sweet" or we take pity on. heck, you could be one of those people. i dont know.<br />everybody has their quirks anyways.<br />but the ones who gradually get freaky or say the most bizarre sometimes just plain mean things out of the blue...za? where did that come from? ive known you for over a year and <i>now</i> youve got a second head growing out your shoulder!? ew man. just, ugh. why didnt you tell me that would happen? why didnt you mention that? seems kinda critical.<br />agree or disagree...i am so right urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brick_house:66478 2006-01-19T22:11:22Z 2006-01-19T22:11:22Z dispatch-----out loud <center>im 19!. im so siked for this fabulous year that im giving everybody a little something that i love... <br /><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v50/prozachew/bravia_gallery_14.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br /><br /><a href="http://www.bravia-advert.com/commercial/braviaextcommhigh.html">THIS IS JUST TOO PERFECT</a></center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brick_house:65966 2005-12-15T05:55:55Z 2005-12-15T20:51:17Z elton john----my fathers gun friggin SPAM doesnt even work people! i get a piece of junk email every 5 minutes. literally. ive been timing the bozo thing. 410 unread messages. its my fault for playing letsseehowmanypromotionsbrynacangivehersocialsecuritynumberawaytoin10minutes. ready. set. go. <br />I got off of work with an empty stomach. normally i take comfort in steakums, blockbuster and the overpriced borrowing of 10 cent dvds. looking around for about 20 minutes laughing at the titles and tag lines. Cruel intentions. Cruel intentions 2. Cruel intentions 3 aka Choderlos de Laclos is spinning in his grave. Indecent proposal. Desire. Passion. Pleasure. Why are there only 12 foreign films? All she wanted was a family. What she found was a home. etc.<br />but eh...shoot. king kong came out today. sweeet. as far as im concerned hes alive and walking around on some island somewhere because that movie was so impossibly real. there are parts of the film im still trying to figure out tho...<br /><br />the semester is over. yay. i think i go to school so that i can have the breaks. freedom means so much more when its short and and a rarity. <br /><br />It feels so late. Or early. Take your pick. 12:40 am is the time of day where there is nothing. There can be nothing simply because its 12:40 am. The house is cold. For some reason this is the time where the heat shuts off. Spike is actually sleeping. He never sleeps. I was sure of it. But he does and he is. I know because its silent. you can hear him from guam when he's awake.<br /><br />nitey nite urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brick_house:65566 2005-11-09T20:48:47Z 2005-11-09T20:48:47Z third eye blind---hows it going to be dont take organic chemistry. its a trick. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brick_house:65196 2005-09-26T01:47:15Z 2005-10-05T19:19:59Z Annie----the greatest hit my hermit crabs<br /><center><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v50/prozachew/mrytle.png" style="border: 20pt solid"><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v50/prozachew/herman.jpg" style="border: 20pt solid"></center><br /><br />the top one is mrytle and the bottom is herman. herman is suicidal...he tried to take a dive off of the bed.<br /><br />these have been repeating on my itunes for the past hour or so:<br />Ich und Elaine (Akustik Version)---2Raumwohnung<br />the greatest hit---Annie<br />living on a traffic island---Morane<br />future proof---Massive Attack<br />(its weird when i find out what i really like to listen to) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brick_house:64776 2005-09-18T23:21:47Z 2005-09-21T04:10:44Z the second to last gig ever (disc2) this weekend should have been perfect. why hasnt it been?<br />parents gone for a week. a ton of food. nice.<br /><br />but i have this stupid project for my speech class...honestly i cant even remember the last time i had to use powerpoint. do you? right. even now i cant do this thing. total mind block. i downloaded a bunch of awesome fonts though. maybe theyll distract my professor into thinking that i can actually write a speech about myself. b/c i cant. crap no.<br /><br />then "youknowwho" calls me up at 10:30.<br />"what are you doing?"<br />"what do you mean what am i doing?"<br />"well im really tired. im going to bed. sorry."<br />she was supposed to spend the night at 10. she wants to go to d.c. next weekend. ha!<br /><br />i was mad so i caved and called dan. he was busy with his real friends. i guess he figures i deserve it after what i felt inclined to tell him. sometimes the annoyance of obligation makes me want to shoot myself in the foot. <br />so i went to see <i>Me and You and Everyone We Know</i>...alone. there was a discussion afterward at Giuseppes. it wasnt that great of a movie. way too styled. real people arent that artsy and quirky. altho it gave me an idea for my room.<br /><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v50/prozachew/38cddb5f.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br /><br />i have to move my bed tho.<br /><br />anyway these little demons mean nothing. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brick_house:64597 2005-08-12T02:39:02Z 2005-08-12T02:39:02Z amerie blue ribbon, acetone, coconut lotionn, deoderant, paint brushes, label maker, invitation, walmart reciepts, coffee thermos, nail polish, lip gloss, bowl, rufus wainwright, the killers, ticket, coupons, levis, spa kit, wash cloth, stamps, hair, dust bunnies, avacado eggroll recipe, mirrors, graduation cards, calendar, schedule, piggy banks, file cabinet, purse, skirt, thank you cards, bible, jacket, clifford the big red dog pencil, headphone cord, phone, purple, sheets, quilt, purple cushions, pigs, origami cranes, pile of dirty underwear and towels, W. vogue, edward scissorhands, field service bag, flip flops, van gogue, hands, broken alarm clock, vinyl albums, pirates of the carribbean, water, plastic cow, belt, lamps, scarf, paint-by-number mona lisa, hamper, national geographics, lord of the rings, elle, pillows, chinese cookbook, cmera stand, stilettos, cd player, shoe boxes, wrapping paper, boots, apron, backpack, sketches, songbook, box of chinese take out boxes, crate, outlet strip, trash can, trunk, brush, picture frames, highlighter, the art of mulan, the art of sleepy hollow, incense sticks, safty pins, butterfly clip, construction paper, journals, survivor, q-tip.<br /><br /><center>my rooms a mess</center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brick_house:64438 2005-07-23T15:39:21Z 2005-07-23T15:39:21Z outkast hahaha...dude, im suing my boss!<br /><br />when your boss says to you, "if you dont come in on sat. dont come in on monday" what does that mean? anyway, she wanted me to sign a termination form saying i quit. <br /><br />i wasnt going to go after her for this before but now me (and my parents) are pissed off. i want the money i would have made through july and august and unemployment. the whole reason she FIRED me anyway was just bizarre and unlawful. even if i dont get what i want at least i can get it out there to J.J. Gumberg what she did and what a liar she is.<br /><br />ahhhh...other then that...things are drop-dead-boring.<br /><br />(HAPPY GRADUATION LINDSAY!!! *trumpets*) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brick_house:64249 2005-07-21T05:06:26Z 2005-07-22T03:48:48Z smashing pumpkins went to the junkyard today with dad to find parts for "cyclops" (thats what im calling the car now that the one light has finally fallen off and is somewhere on 695). have you ever been to a car junkyard? it was HUGE. no shade anywhere...just hundreds and hundreds of wrecked cars in every direction. made me wish i had a bat, a match and some lighter fluid.<br /><br />oy-vay...i havent washed my hair in while. im really getting to be an unhealthy pig now that i have nothing to do all day long. <br />my best friends are now Cloud the playstation, Pyro the microwave, and Mortie the iPod. muahaha. i have 3. more than you.<br /><br />the kurt cobain movie looks....depressing. michael pitt's lips are probably the comic relief. just to hedge the bets. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brick_house:63780 2005-07-13T22:55:23Z 2005-07-17T23:49:30Z rufus wainwright----poses <center><br />*its supposed to be brown with auburn highlights...(dang camera)*<br /><img src="http://img286.imageshack.us/img286/4061/newhair3rm.png" style="border: 5pt solid"><br /><br />Reclined amongst these packs of reasons <br />For to smoke the days away into the evenings <br />All these poses of classical torture <br />Ruined my mind like a snake in the orchard <br />I did go from wanting to be someone<br />now I'm drunk and wearing flip-flops on Fifth Avenue <br />Once you've fallen from classical virtue <br />Won't have a soul for to wake up and hold you<br /></center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brick_house:63603 2005-07-03T15:20:10Z 2005-10-15T03:51:16Z spin doctors lost my job friday. its all good tho. i dont think i could take anymore "how do you like your pussy?" t-shirts.<br /> <br />read two disgusting articles in rolling stone. one on chuck palahniuk, the other on the children of god cult. you dont expect to pick up a magazine with a half-naked jessica alba on the front and read about pedophilia, incest and intestines being sucked out by a pool vacuum tube. with the forking over of 5.20 i figured i would open it up and find a system of a down ticket, a white chocolate mocha, and Cillian Murphy. he is the only reason i would ever see <i>red eye</i>. other then that it looks el retardo.<br /><br />my new cell # is 301.876.3117<br />now dont you all rush to the phone at once. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brick_house:63438 2005-06-16T05:42:21Z 2005-06-16T05:43:52Z <center><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v50/prozachew/cillian_murphy15.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br /><br />thats it<br />they did it<br />its done</center><br /><br />im dying to talk about this with people who, ya know, know what the heck it is im talking about. but <i>batman: year one</i> is an amazing graphic novel. its just...wow. batman begins incorporated it so well into this movie. just little tiny things that just made it so enjoyable, especially for me, since ive read the novel like 547894211847988798 times and batman has been my all-time favorite for years (for several geeky-comic-book-guy reasons that im not gonna go into)<br />like, i cant believe they put flass and commissioner loeb in the movie! sweet.<br /><br />look its late and i worked all night then went to the movie. id honestly love to go on and on and on about the sweetness that is batman but i cant. <br />jeez im talking like somebody out there cares.... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brick_house:63154 2005-06-14T14:01:03Z 2006-03-26T23:30:20Z on top <center><img src="http://img17.photobucket.com/albums/v50/prozachew/red_shoes_chinese.jpg" style="border: 5pt solid"></center><br /><br />stretching would feel so good right now. im all tight in my shoulders<br />the first gift i got for my graduation was a broken hand-me-down necklace.<br />.....<br />i should repeat that for emphasis:<br />a broken, hand-me-down necklace. "oh wow thanks. words cannot express how exanimate i am about this thing that you have given me". <br /><br />i hate makeup. it makes me feel like my face is painted on. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brick_house:62660 2005-06-06T00:52:21Z 2006-05-31T04:17:05Z <center><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v50/prozachew/photo_06.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"></center><br /><i>the sea inside</i>....so good. 95% because of javier bardem. he plays a quadripligic author who fought for the right to die for 30 years. its all in spanish so my parents werent really interested. my dad said if he wanted to read he would have picked up a book.<br /><br />im going to be working like a dog on speed all week long.<br />pray for my miserable soul. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brick_house:62132 2005-05-17T03:50:58Z 2005-10-05T19:22:57Z iron and wine----such great heights <center><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v50/prozachew/laughing.bmp" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v50/prozachew/cereony.bmp" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v50/prozachew/yearight.bmp" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v50/prozachew/gazebo.bmp" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v50/prozachew/dad.bmp" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v50/prozachew/dress.bmp" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br /><a href="http://www.my-spot.com/beitler/">you make me completely retarded</a></center><br /><br />*sigh*...sheala got mad at me for something really stupid. after the reception i knew there was no room for her in the car so i told her that i would ride with lisa, lindsay and amber to the hall, the hotel (where she would come along then) and then to the nelsons. but then when lisa told me it was way out of the way and the nelsons were way out anyway i thought of sheala and went back with her. STILL tho, she gets on the phone with her mom and cries about feeling left out and me dissing her, which i didnt do.<br />for goodness sake i was in the wedding party! what was i supposed to do when jessica and lisa went out to prepare for the wedding and rehearse? i wasnt going to leave my sister on one of the most important weekends of her life to hang out with sheala. besides, after we ate breakfast at parris' apartment and we all left to run errands i got in the car with jessica, sheala was supposed to get in with us but she CHOSE to go with my mom all day. then she shows up to the rehearsal mopping b/c she had to help clean the reception hall. i understand her being tired and all but instead of meeting people (which she claimed she went up there to do) she sits in the van talking to her mom on her cell.<br />im really getting sick of all this "i want my mommy" crap. i do a lot for her. besides that...i dont really know why she even came to the wedding its kinda unfair. i can think of a few people who should have taken her spot.